Omg... Sunday's ending... monday's coming. School's gonna starting. And to think i went to camp till wednesday. Din't noe if it was the right choice even until now.
Now another problem is to go for CDAYL(cultural diplomacy asian youth leader) or not? Well, I know 1 thing. it is gonna be really tough if i go. I might not be able to catch up on my studies. i might be dead tired after the camp. But, i really wish i can attend it. my mind's in a whirl now. Not a very pleasent feeling. How i hope all the OGLs can attend cdayl. Imagine if that was to happen, CDAYL would be a total success i can assure. Hope OGLs, you will help out. seriously. it would be so so appreciated by the teachers in charge.
Life in jc is tough to handle according to people around me. Every1's discouraging me to go cause i gotta work double hard. I promised i gonna work double hard. But... i ask myself if it is really happening... cause i really need to buck up. with the limited knowledge i have now. its even TOUGH to smoke through. 1 good thing though, i am definately far from breaking down. And, i hope i dun get nearer.
Oh well. so much so for talking about those problems twirling my mind into maccaroni. Hope to have a sudden awakeness so that i STUDY twice with a single effort. Don't every1 wish for that? BUT!!! miracles happen maybe once a lifetime. i have not encountered a miracle yet. hope this miracle will come SOOn!!!!
Alright. i really have to MUG. i hate using this word. brings fear to me everytime. but i have to. haha. ALRIGHT! YIJIE SIGNING OFF. GOING TO BED!! GETTING REALLY FOR A BRAND NEW DAY!! HAPPY DREAMS TO EVERY1!!! :)
