DEath. sounds like a pretty pathetic word to me for the state i am in now.
yeah. you can guess pretty much from the above sentence. The situation i am in now seriously surpasses death. its really really that bad. MY results SUCKED. WHAT THE HELL. i guess i didn't really do well this time but i didn't expect it to be this bad. WELL. ITS REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY lousy results. never thought i would achieve this kind of results. am i going to retain. i don't want to. JC life. GOD.
Enough talk about studies. For now i got More problems to worry about. Coming to jc actually brought me quite alot of problems. but oh well, it brought me lots of joy too(in the first few months.. NOT NOW). Now every1 seem to be mugging. NO 1 cares about me now. BUT, i don't mind. i am kinda used to it. OH WELL! THATS LIFE I GUESS!!!! just gotta smile and then move along. move along.
The time now is 12.38 am. Its suppose to be sleeping time. ZzZZZzZZzzZ. But i gotta study. FOR ECONS, GP. OMG. TML Last day le still got test. BUT. Its goota be that way
I realise i have grown a liking for butts. XD. butts rock. without it. you ain't shittin' dude.
Ok. GTG. STUDY. SCARY WORD. BUT! Sayonnara.
Music changes everything<'3
Rock rock rock :D
.Tuesday, May 20, 2008 ' 8:00 AM Y
MY GOD! ITS GONNA BE LONG!
MY GOD! I found me password in my hotmail!!! so random! and here i am, finally getting to blog. Those that have been awaiting for this blog to come alive(is there even 1?!?!?!) Thanks for waiting so long. Hmm. here you go, i don't know exactly what to write, but i just gonna write. :D
ALright! its gonna be the June holidays soon!!! just a few more days yi jie! 'REN'. How long have a awaited for this holiday to come... like three to four weeks ago... This holiday ain't even gonna be a holiday man. Cause there will be remidals, more lessons, AND BEST OF ALL!!!! catching up of STUDIES.
Its like HOLY CRAP lah. Why did i even enter the science stream in the first place. my advice to people out there graduating this year for secondary 4 or just about anyone alse. MAKE A RIGHT CHOICE! seriously! i know its naggy and alot of people have really said this alot of times. But it is really so true. Wait till you regret something, you will realise this sentence is so so so golden. SO REMEMBER!
Why did i say i made the wrong choice? Because i really dID!!! i've been failing all my subjects.(feel so ashamed) Even though majority of the people are failing thier subjects, i am failing it TERRIBILY. And i really hate failing cause the feeling SUCKSSSSSS. Dude yea it sucks. Therefore i shall once again emphasis that you must MAKE A RIGHT CHOICE!!! think of everything before you make a major decision. And once you make it be devoted to it.
OK! FOR THOSE READERS WHO BORDER TO READ TO THIS AREA(I SERIOUSLY DON't KNOW WHY....), thank you very much. i guess you might just be curious abut jc life, or you're just too bored or maybe some other reasons. but oh well. at least you read until here. For those that wanna know more on ANYTHING. just feel free to tag on my tag board, i would be willing to share everything i know with you.(Dude....its the internet...)
ALright, my fingers are not at all sore from all this crap typing, however, i just gonna say good bye cause i got too much things to write and if i continue, this whole bloody page would be full of crap.
SO YEA. TATA.
Music changes everything<'3
Rock rock rock :D
.Tuesday, March 18, 2008 ' 7:06 AM Y
better be fast
omg. like my title says. i better be fast in everything i do. especially WRITING THIS POST! cause my coms gonna run outta batt and i am LAZY to charge it. SO i gonna be short about this.
i am not gonna talk about today. cause it stinks. not all but parts of it. alot of part to be exact. damn it. hope i can get promoted to j2. after my teacher said everything i got no mood for the whole day. and guess what. its only 9 when she said it. i have school till 4.30... daMN.
ok. 1 LAST THING. CAN U PPL PLEASE TRY MY FRENSHIP TEST? its very lonesome ok? like 2 names?! dude. i am not a guy without friends. come on. do iT!!!! i dun wanna look like a loner k? LOl. no lah. ur choice. but its gonna be fun. so just do it. ( copyrighted from nike )
ALright. 2 mins left on my com. better do it. bye ppl!!! i gonna sleep. u have a great night too. or morning. or whatever. i am rushing for time!!! BYYEEEE
Music changes everything<'3
Rock rock rock :D
.Monday, March 17, 2008 ' 7:01 AM Y
how about it?
Blogger is suddenly 1 of the neccessities in my life now. Blogs can help me shout out my inner thoughts which can make me feel better. i used to feel so empty. Yet now so bottled up. is it a good change? i don't know. seriously.
So life began today. after resting for a good 1 week. life started. It felt so unlike jjc. So unlike the feeling i had back in the first 6 weeks. So different from the way of life it was like a few months back. Now it all seemed to change. new classes, new friends, old friends drifting apart day by day. It didn't come too sudden. It just came all at once. its normal i guess, for these stuff to happen. but it just does seem right to me.
OK. i know i am making no sense lah. i am just trying to get out all my inner thought. anyway, in jjc, i got 1 very very very very very extra ordinary beautiful gorgeous senior. WOW man. WOW. everytime i accidentally see her i will just suddenly laugh. haha. I AM NOT A TIKO BTW. she's just really pretty. :)
ALRIGHTY. (quoted from pretty teacher miss lee fong shai) XD!!!! I've Got TO GO study for me maths test. Don't wanna fail TOO badly. DAMN! SO G O O D B Y E ! ! ! !
Music changes everything<'3
Rock rock rock :D
.Sunday, March 16, 2008 ' 7:01 AM Y
its gonna start.
Omg... Sunday's ending... monday's coming. School's gonna starting. And to think i went to camp till wednesday. Din't noe if it was the right choice even until now.
Now another problem is to go for CDAYL(cultural diplomacy asian youth leader) or not? Well, I know 1 thing. it is gonna be really tough if i go. I might not be able to catch up on my studies. i might be dead tired after the camp. But, i really wish i can attend it. my mind's in a whirl now. Not a very pleasent feeling. How i hope all the OGLs can attend cdayl. Imagine if that was to happen, CDAYL would be a total success i can assure. Hope OGLs, you will help out. seriously. it would be so so appreciated by the teachers in charge.
Life in jc is tough to handle according to people around me. Every1's discouraging me to go cause i gotta work double hard. I promised i gonna work double hard. But... i ask myself if it is really happening... cause i really need to buck up. with the limited knowledge i have now. its even TOUGH to smoke through. 1 good thing though, i am definately far from breaking down. And, i hope i dun get nearer.
Oh well. so much so for talking about those problems twirling my mind into maccaroni. Hope to have a sudden awakeness so that i STUDY twice with a single effort. Don't every1 wish for that? BUT!!! miracles happen maybe once a lifetime. i have not encountered a miracle yet. hope this miracle will come SOOn!!!!
Alright. i really have to MUG. i hate using this word. brings fear to me everytime. but i have to. haha. ALRIGHT! YIJIE SIGNING OFF. GOING TO BED!! GETTING REALLY FOR A BRAND NEW DAY!! HAPPY DREAMS TO EVERY1!!! :)
Music changes everything<'3
Rock rock rock :D
.Saturday, March 15, 2008 ' 5:30 AM Y
OMG!
I think Blogger is cocking up on me. damn it. i ACCIDENTTALLY PRESSED ENTEr. and they told me MY POST WAS On. and i was like OMG. damn it. let me write a new post. which is supposetly this one. BUT who knew the previous post was NOT!!! posted. and i can't even replicate What i had previously wrote. SO. 1 word. DAMN.
Ok. let me try ya?
Alright. I miss orientation 1. I miss it SO SO much. how i wish i could reverse time and go back to orientation 1. Where i could be a CAMPER and enjoy, play, have fun, make new friends. haiz. But, what could simple minded humans (like me) do? a century ago until now, time machine has still been a mystery. Too bad to me. the feeling could never ever be found again. nothing can ever be excatly similar. Everything is just different each time you try it. Therefore. cherish each moment. Jjc has changed my life alot. i thank it, i despise it. two way thing. but loving Jjc is still my top piority. thank you. Orientation 1 is memorable.
(this was suppose to be part 2) days like this comes once in a lifetime. each day comes a new experience. even a boring day brings new experience. maybe the experience to wake up at 2p.m instead of 5a.m? Every1. my note to you is LEARN FROM EACH DAY'S EXPERIENCE.
Oh. what the heck. the song i am listening to now is so nice. Makes me wanna go to sleep. So meaningful. when you believe by leon jackson. There can be miracles, when you believe. Who knows what miracles you can achieve, when you believe. I think it is so true. Agreed?
ok. signing off. hope life will become more meaningful. or is it better to remain like this? who knows. alright. thats all. good bye.
Here's one video i really love. hope you will too.
Music changes everything<'3
Rock rock rock :D
.Tuesday, November 6, 2007 ' 1:54 AM Y
long time
Hi Hi every1. lol. Long time no post le wor. >.< . wah. Cannot stand myself act cute. lol. I naturally cute le what. what for act. Act already then not cute le. So, every 1 should be themselves lah. Thats what i learnt. <--- ( philosophy of life ). Oh!!! Theres 1 more. Avoid fruits and nuts, you are what you eat. Love this man. =D ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ SATURDAY Lets talk about saturday kay?? the whole day was BORING. then later at night. i had to go for a dinner. *in chinese* wan shou tang zi yei. Some kind of dinner where you pay money and its like ping an yei liddat. Then you eat lor. 1st dish, some stupid soup. 2nd dish, sharks' fin. Wah. seriously, i don't really like sharks fin leh. dunno how to eat. I rather have sweet and sour pork. * notice the word PORK * Lol. then 3rd dish. Pork. Pork. Pork!. * sorry to any muslims reading this. but... i really love pork... * then so on and so forth. not really very nice. So. the saturday is wasted liddat le lor. Sian. SUNDAY HEy HEY! sUNDAY! Nth much also. wah. my life seems boring rite. BUT NO! its just too many good things that i dun wan to share with you all. heh heh. Anyway. it was a fun family day lah. OH! and BLADES OF GLORY FREKIN ROCKS!!!! MONDAY Long post long post. Monday Is my O'lvls Social Studies lah. So rocks lah the topics. Dumb. BUT! i think i can get a1. muahahaha. ok ok. make it short. TUESDAY LAstLY!!! TODAY! WOOO. Today was my science mcq. *leng leng* then my DnT. sadly. Dnt cannot get A1 le. I Went to davis House. Davis!!!! if you are reading this. YOU ROCK!. his house so fun. any1 interested in magic right. ask davis show you. But dun force him hor. Lol. *sorry for advertising you davis. Just had to do it. Your too good.*. Ok lah. post so long le. Time to stop even though i still got alot to say. haha. oK! thats it PEOPLE!!!! Heres a video for laughs lah. haha. bye.
